today's post is completely messy.. im just writing out something that appears in my head...

* first thing first...speech was bad today.. blame the hair can i? blame my hands.. blame the everything..=(
calculated in my heart.. guess the other marks wont be able to pull up the whole percentage..
ok i m like sad... i need you.. =(

but nah.. im okay.. i wont be too sad over my results actually..
but when the final outcome is out..
same thing is going to pop up all over again... ha ha ha...
nvm la... as i believe that i can still do better... =) try harder when there's a chance!

well.. things aren't going so well recently.. wonder when will it be okay..
nothing i can do but keep waiting..

*determination is doing its work.. but external influences cause me to be slow...
haih..
i dun like it...

*OH! need to buy a weighing machine soon! to constantly check on my weight.. ahem...
if not go over board den it wont be a good thing.. =p

*its been long since i drink coffee.. im missing the taste..
but no choice.. i have to try to quit..

*man! i din eat bread for few weeks! argh!!!
not good.. i love the taste of bread.. call me a bread maniac.. =D

* assignments are piling up.. yet i cant help to feel the pressure inside me..
i dunno why and im so lazy to kick my ass to start doing them.. why eh?

i think i am lacking of many values... shall find them back right?
but where should i?