lalala...a very meaningful song..=)

its a song recommended by my fren - clement..
well not to say recommend but he asked me to dl for him...
and yes..
when i was listening to it...
i kinda like this song...
after i know about the story behind the song..
i feel touched...
the girl who wrote and sang this song lovynn kan had died..
and she was only 17...

but she had really nice voice and...
this song is really.....
simple and...
meaningful...
=)





在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 (我永远爱你)

心走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心


well...
i dunno her..
but i like the song she sang..
its really a great song and she had a great voice too...
i hope she can still live happily in the another world - heaven..
=)...


enjoy ppl...
=)




~end~

lalala...im now at the legal age!lol*edited*

im officially 18!
on 13th july...
hehehhe...
the day before (12th of july),
bro in law bought me to jusco to get my birthday present...
=)...
a Titus watch...
weehee..
i love it love it...
den dear called me at 12 am to "hog" the line...
hahha...
but neh...
not many ppl want to call me also...
most of them sent me msg...
=)...
well...
da next day i went to skul...
and fren celebrated for me at baker's cottage..
they got me a black forest cake..
awww...
so sweet..
hehe...
den i ate the bread i bought also...
2 pieces..
ok that time was very full ad...
den after that sook mun and the gang went Hakka Lee to had their lunch
(they din eat any bread)
so i helped chea to finish her mee hoon also...
u see!
how could i dun feel full!!!?

we were late for class after that..
so we were like rushing to IT class...
and when we tot the class was already started..
as i entered the class..
another cake was awaiting...@@
the first thing in my mind...
i was very full ad!!
but reli thanks to the class....
u guys love me so much i know!
hahaha

oh ya...
my malaysian studies lecturer bought me chocolate also...
lol...
so nice eh?
hahaha...

at night after i reached home..
i got another cake too!
my favourite...
pandan layer!
hohoho...
i had my family to celebrate for me...
so nice...

this is the first year i got three cakes for birthday...
reli dunno how to describe the feeling..
its simply so great...
i love u my family...
*muacks...*
i love u my baby - daniel lim!
*hearts*
and i love u all my frens!!!!
=DDDD

the black forest

ignore my hair i tell u...=.=

me and pris~

weee...my darling~

siew mun~

OH YA...
AND JIA XIN BOUGHT ME A SLICE OF PANDAN LAYER CAKE...
i tell u once again...
i was REALLY REALLY FULL on that day!!
the FULLEST day of the year man!

me and mun mun!the mashimaro...me the spongebob!lol

me and chea~~priceless expression of her!=)

norh...the second cake~




as what i have told u just now...
the fullest day right?
because right after the second cake celebration
we den went to snowflakes to had our "ice session"..
and wtf the one i ordered was the biggest...
@@
i reli din know that...
and i couldnt finish it!
sorry for the frens who spent me that...
>.< next time i treat u guys back ya~hehehe



me with the ufo aka over over walkie talkie*inside joke*~XD


me and jia xin..waitresses of the day~

now u know why i said its the biggest lar?

me with the DMC gang...
part of them~

my nieces and nephews..
see!
they were so desperate for cutting the cake!
hahaha

they love the camera like i do!
hahaha

my twin twin nieces~

my eldest and elder nieces~



btw....

i couldnt update all the pic of where i taken at home!!!
but only few of them~~!!!
T_T..
my pandan cake~~
pic with my nieces and nephews~~
all cant upload...
haih...
so only a few i uploaded...





and u know wat....
i reli think that i look dam old in all these pic...
@@



but still...
im 18 already!!!!!!!!!!
ahahahhahaha~~






ceci
~signing off~

lalala..im trying hard to blog

yea..
im trying to blog after so long...
every time i have many things to tell..
but when i think of how to start a post..
i stuck..
thats what caused me din update my blog for so long...
excuse eh?

plus...
updating the same thing with my course-mates is rather lame for me...
because those who will read my post are mostly those in the same class with me...
having blogs and will be updating the same things we experienced..
so..
why make my blog more boring?

and i dun wan to make my blog more lala-ish with those "wu liao" stuff that came across my mind sometimes..
like those emo stuff or watever shit that dun sounds good...
because the way i write..
it wud always turn out to be lala rather than ppl feel that im real emo...
=.=..
i din mean ppl who blog emo stuff means lala...
dun get me wrong!>.< im just saying its my own problem laaaa~

well i should stop crapping ad..
yesterday went yum cha with frens..
secondary skul frens...
very good right?
came all the way from shah alam to klang...
to yum cha with me..
lol..
once in awhile..
it do feels good lar...
=)..
and guess what..
we were laughing all the way and make other ppl changed seat from sitting beside us..
lol..
they just cant stand we talked so loud i guessed...

we gossiped alot..XD
they updated me with many things happened...
no offense but..
blogging is becoming more lala right now...
>.<...
slowly turning into something like friendster (lalas world now)
and facebook also becoming one...
somehow i think ppl telling wat they do in skul..
how to fight with friends..
complaining bout some reli small matters are getting over..
i mean when they take the small matters SERIOUSLY...
for example...
there are ppl actually show their crying pic..
in the blog...
wtf...
ok lar..
its ok to take pic when u cry...
but why post them up?>.<
can i call that...
gek ban ever?
=X..
dun whack me..
i voiced out how i feel...
u can voice out in ur blog too that u think that cecilia is being so bitchy...
IF u wan to admit u are the gek ban...
XD...

ok lar...
shudnt control how ppl feel and how ppl expressed their feelings in their very OWN blog rite?
but ppl are getting funny nowadays...
ppl blog in their own blog...
they go and scold/ complain...
straight to the blogger...
hahaha...
dei..
why so cute one..
if u wan to against watever post u can just write in ur blog mer...
i dun mind to see the blog war actually...
i bet many ppl wants to see it..
haha...
at least last time i experienced once...
among my own friends...
well...
funny memory...
=D...

today's post might be offensive to some ppl..
but seriously i din mean to...
im not against anyone...
but sometimes..
when u feel like blogging...
do consider about the content..
think about the consequences before u blog...
think about how others will think about u when u wan to comment also...
but if u dun care about wat others think about u...
den just go and screw all the blogs that u dislike...
perhaps i might be one of them...
=S...

i know wat am i saying now is being hypocrite..
cuz when i see something i dun like on others blog...
i will complain i will gossip too...
but no..
definitely not straight to the blogger...
cuz i no guts...
>.<





p.s - i know that people will tell me..
if you don't like..
den just dun read da blog
apparently a friend of mine gave me a link straight to a very traumatizing post which made me feel this way..
p.s 2 - this post does not apply to anyone i do not know...
if i offense anyone of u...
i apologize...
sorry....
*sincerely...*
dun screw me pls..
p.s 3 - i have test tmr...but see wat am i doing here...
hahahha...
wish me luck lar ppl~
p.s 4 - i finally updated my blog larh pui yeng!
lol...

ok lar...
going off now...
tell u wat...
tmr is my birthday...XD
haha...
buh bye~



~end~

lalala...taggie~

so yea...lizzy tagged me..and since i din update my blog for so long...
no harm to do this tag...
hehe...


WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: water~
2. Last phone call: sister..to tell me she is coming to fetch me
3. Last text message: dear..
4. Last song you listened to: sorry by Super Junior..XD
5. Last time you cried: erm..i think so..when i was watching drama..xD

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: hmm?
7. Been cheated on: no i guess?
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: ahh....nope..
9. Lost someone special: nope..=)
10. Been depressed: dun think so...=p
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope...=D..i dun reli drink~

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12.Pink
13.Black.
14.Blue.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yea of cuz..a bunch of them...=D
16. Fallen out of love: fallen out?err...no?
17. Laughed until you cried: rarely..laugh until stomachache only
18. Met someone who changed you: belum lagi..
19. Found out who your true friends were: kind of?but still..frens come and go i think..
20. Found out someone was talking about you: why not?everyone loves gossiping!
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : girls yea~XD
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: heh?friend list?
23. How many kids do you want to have: if possible,none~xD..but if really have to give a number..1 or 2 den..
24. Do you have any pets: 2 big dogs at home..but not consider as my pet..=P
25. Do you want to change your name: if there's an IF..but its ok laah..since my name make many ppl happy when they call it...
26. What did you do for your last birthday: CHEER 08!!!yea!!haha...and cried like a mad woman in the car!
27. What time did you wake up today: errr...6.15!kesian rite?i got class!
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: seeleeep~
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: eh...to finish my assignment?T_T
30. Last time you saw your Mother: just now?when i walked out from the room
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: well..its just something that cannot be change...
32. What are you listening to right now: my niece's crying..
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tom tom tom...uhm..NO!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing..
35. Most visited webpage: blogger~
36. Whats your real name: Cecilia Soo Pui Yee
37. Nicknames: ahh please..u dun wan to know
38. Relationship Status: lalala...=D
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer..*winks*
40. Male or female?: ahaa~MALE..O.O..=.=
41. Elementary: Tadika Rainbow.
42. Middle School?: Khe Beng.
43. High school/college?: ICSJ.
44. Hair colour: black and now brown-ish.
45. Long or short: middle length la~
46. Height: 158..T_T
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: i heart my baby..
48. What do you like about yourself?: fuh~definitely not my temper!
49. Piercings: ears
50. Tattoos: nono...i dun like tattoos..its nice but...no..=)
51. Righty or lefty: eh?righty?

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: tarak...never..
53. First piercing: when i was small..
54. First best friend: calrynn..when i was standard 3..lol
55. First sport you joined: sport....badminton?
56. First vacation: walao...cannot remember laah
58. First pair of trainers: erm..
59. Eating: huh?tell me if u could remember..
60. Drinking: milk?
61. I'm about to: Breathe.
62. Listening to:how could i remember wats the first thing i listen too?
63. Waiting on: =.=

YOUR FUTURE :
63. Want kids?: erm...50 50...
65. Get Married?: hehe..ya...
66. Career?: yesh of cuz..i wan it so much

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes!
68. Hugs or kisses: both..=P
69. Shorter or taller: i wan to be taller...
70. Older or Younger: Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: OBVIOUSLY Both.
73. Sensitive or loud: not too much on both..
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationships..
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: i dunno..

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: NO LA!
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope
79. Sex on first date: no no no...
80. Broken someone's heart: not that bad i guess? i m not that attractive..
82. Been arrested: lol?
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: uh huh~
85. Fallen for a friend?: Not really.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: 70-30...>.<
87. Miracles: yea..even if i kind of know that its impossible..
88. Love at first sight: nope...
89. Heaven: i wish there is one..
90. Santa Claus: HOHOHO~when someone is giving present on christmas..he/she is..
91. Kiss on the first date: yes..=S
92. Angels: yea..its good to dream..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope...im not that kind..
95. Did you sing today?: nope..too tired..XD
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope...im stupidly good..LOL
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: form1..yesh..let everything starts all over again..

REALISTIC
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: last year?fuh..i dun remember the date..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: sometimes yea..
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: =.=...what question is this?


i dun tag ppl...=)

lalala...me luv DLKH

it was an important day for me yesterday..
finally i get to see dear...
after so many weeks din see him...

so yesterday i woke up slightly earlier to prepare something for him..
well i cant cook very well..
so i just prepared sausages and fried egg for him..

since i was following my sister to go..
we left the house at 8,
reached pyramid probably at 9..
waited for an hour plus..
dear finally reached..

intro dear to jie jie...
den we went separated ways...

after that we went for movie..
17 again...
i likey this movie~~
rate it 8/10...
hehehe...
my taste lar...

den had our lunch at McD..
met up with chea and the bf...
caught another movie named
Blood : The Last Vampire..
err..
not bad la~
but i dun reli understand the movie..
haha...

many things happened after the movie...
i dunno how to express it here..
all i wan to say is..
thank u for everything u have done..
i reli appreciate it..
i know im so imperfect..
i cant give u promise that i will change or i can change..
but i truly hope tat i can be better..
because i reli love u..
=)

well..
i took pic today..
i lurve all the pics~
=D

me LURVE this!!!

isnt he cute?=P

haha...he tak layan me..=(

our stunned face..XD

thats all for yesterday...
im hoping for things to be better...
=)

p/s : i love u...




~end~

lalala...group 4 presentation = my image gone..lol

before i start to talk about group four , the awesome presentation,
i wanna show the pic i took during my presentation~
hahahha

i look...O.O

they pushed me down!!XD

SHEESH! i know im fat!!
i love my group members!

with the dai kah jie - suang

after that we headed to The Street Cafe to had our lunch...
took dam alot of pics..
but im TOO LAZY to update~~XDXD
the food there was not bad...
=)..
they have a branch in pyramid tho..
the boss there is a korean weih!
a very nice guy...
hehehe

here comes the group pic...
we asked the guard to take pic for us...
ya know wat,
the uncle reli dam pro lar~~
hahaha
see the way he takes pic u will definitely burst into laughter!
see the result of this pic also know ad lar~

went to Peppercorn to had our continental breakfast~~
erm...
ok ok lar..
but the place was abit too small..
and the cafe was full of our noise!!!

me with the electronic dictionary~

me with the guard's cap~XD

this was taken during erm...
SIEW MUN's birthday...
tat considered as a...
suprise party lar..lol
but got cake only~XDXD

me busying with the cake~

the blur birthday girl - mun..
she dam fair ok~

shoo! i hate pic with flash!!look so ugly lar me!

she feed me the strawberry~

and we camwhored using the webcam~lol

this was Sarene's birthday...
the one in red..
she dam pretty one i tell u..
looks like japanese!

ok ok...
here starts the group four presentation!!
and i TOTALLY LOSE my image here!!!
T_T

us with the lecturer..
the one in purple..

sook mun and i...
a very nice girl to talk to~

cheerleader aka dancer michelle, suang suang, me and the pretty amanda~

M2 roxx!!!
i heart u guys!!!=D






pics below seriously is very bad for eyes..
pls dun scroll down if u dun wan to vomit or wan to have a better image of me in ur mind..
LOL!!!

u have NO IDEA wat were we doing..lol

and u can see my super ugly face~!

just because i dun wan to lose...
i choose to do this ugly position!!
its dam tiring okay~~
and my frens were shouting : PUSH cecilia PUSH!! =.=

no eyes see ad lar~!!!

XD





~end~

lalala...short post!

yes i abandoned my blog again i know...
reli got nothing to blog about...
everyday college college and college...
tired sleepy and tired again...
gila ad...
well college was fun excluding the tests and assignments...
classmates are awesome!
friendly...
me likey...
hehehe

well took many pics in this few days also...
gv me sometime and i will post them all up...
finished the first human comm presentation..
apparently...
it was okaaay la~
hehehe...
scary sial when i was talking in front...
fuh~
but thanks to my helpful classmates..
everything went smoothly tho..
hehehe

the pic of me and my group members and also my lecturer...=)

ok la...
lazy to continue ad...
hehe...
wait for the coming post lar...
might full of pics tho...


oh lastly~
wanna wish Jun Jun-Riko...

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY~!!

saengil chukka hamnida~~~

=D...



she might not read my post but since i know when..
its not wrong to wish her kan?
hehe...



ok la...
reli wanna stop ad lar...
heheh...



bye ppl~




~end~